I am trying to leave, honest! It just seems that i often pick dates which clash with the almighty's calender. And I defo don't want to be doing that.

So after a week of getting a tad frustrated in the effort of pushing against His hands, I then realsied what on earth I was doing, decided against it and chilled out.

Now feeling much more peaceful. As anna h said - just wait for the green man!!

so sometime in the next wee while i shall be off - but am no longer rushing or pushing. Just sat here as the night sky is lit with pops and colours and things. off for fire and food soon......

happy days